They say God works in mysterious ways but for former Catholic school teacher Courtney Tillia, it went further: She claims the Almighty “told her” to become a porn star.
Tillia — known for sharing sexy snapshots and videos on social media and raunchy OnlyFans — told the Daily Star she was raised in a very strict, religious household and was taught to be a “good Christian girl.”
Eventually, Tillia became a teacher of autistic children at a Catholic school in Los Angeles.
But she said that something was missing in her life.
“Before I left teaching, I felt super disconnected from myself and also God.
I didn’t know what my life’s purpose was or how I was meant to help others,” the 36-year-old told the Star.
“When I started connecting to myself and to God in a different way than what I had been taught in church, I kept hearing and feeling the nudge to help liberate women from their sexual shame.
“I had so much sexual shame of my own at first. I remember being at a photoshoot that had several porn stars, and I was so triggered.
I could feel the judgments that society and religion had instilled in me and I was very aware of it.”
She added: “That part of me felt like their sexual choices and expression were wrong and immoral. I even felt wrong by the association in that moment – but that didn’t feel like God telling me to feel that way.”
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